Don't Speak - 有苦自己知

If I do not speak up, would they know what I am saying? If I explain, would they accept it? It hurts me as the Chinese saying "哑仔食黄连". I just swallow the pain into my empty tummy and let my tears flow down behind of them.

They won't be bothering so I think I don't really need to tell the truth. They just need someone to be the scapegoat or finding a way to escape from be blamed. I am just unlucky this time for I think it is me they had chosen, so I was asked not to speak - 有苦自己知!

Maybe I shall speak lesser or don't speak at all. Maybe it would be better if I just don't tell, don't ask, don't know and don't bother... 我的天空为何挂满湿的泪,我的天空为何总灰的脸?