True Love or Infatuation or Just Lust?

Questions about love are timeless questions that have consumed mankind throughout the ages and are a major theme in many scriptures, tales from mythology, and literature. I think even a professor could not finish explain it to us within a day and I doubt he could give us the actual prescription to treat LOVE *LOL*.

Love defines as: 1) An intense feeling of deep affection 2) A deep romantic attachment to someone 3) A great interest and pleasure in someone

And, Infatuation is an intense but short-lived passion or admiration for someone or something.

Then, Lust is very strong sexual desire or in a nicer way, it is a passionate desire for something (hehehe) but it is still a sensual appetite regarded as sinful.

So, what is True Love about? Is it [Love + Infatuation + Lust]? Or [Love - Infatuation - Lust]? *LMAO*.

Whatever... I think for those who are: - under 18yo: do not fall in love with someone so seriously until you are no longer needed to sit for tests or examinations because I am telling you for sure it will affect your study. Just Love alone will do!

- above 25yo: especially those still have not been in love before. Taste it! You should start with Infatuation first then gradually add in Lust. Stir it well and serve while it is still hot! Love will comes it way after this. *LOL*

- above 30yo: and is still virgin not even have your first kiss. You may go with Lust first *LOL* but do it only if you are strong enough to face whatever the consequences will be.

Finally, the last and important thing to remember, if your love life does not turn out right. Give it a big boo and forget about it. Do not attempt to kill yourself, just let that dead love be buried and rest in peace. Say goodbye to it and move on! :)

C'mon - Wake up! There is no TRUE LOVE or FALSE LOVE because in reality it is your hatred at someone during the absence of love. This is real life not a fairy tale. In reality love comes with different packages which consist of happy, sorrow, sad, excitement, disappointment, and so on. Love it or not, that is the true love!

Happy Valentine's to Everyone out there.

p/s: Do you think that I am an expert in love? Check it out! *LOL*

Amor! Amor! Amor!

Cupid or Cupido (in Latin) which means desire, the god of desire, affection and erotic love. Is the son of Venus (goddess of love) and Mars (goddess of war). And his job?

By using his arrow to shoot a person or even a deity and filled him/her with uncontrollable desire. Cupid's ability to compel love and desire plays an instigating role in several myths or literary scenarios. In Vergil's Aeneid, Cupid prompts Dido to fall in love with Aeneas, with tragic results. (Source: Wikipedia-English)

To me, I think this time he did missed a cue and causing dangerous in love and the sensation of pain in me (*ooops*... ouch!) though there is sweetness in it (*LOL*). Hence, I did not ignore nor did I go to get immunization (*evil face*) at first. Somehow now I need his mercy and wish to quickly go through this pain and return to the correct path. Although others could hear my laughing, see me smile but I am totally lost in controlling it.

So, dear Amor, please hear my prayer like Jesus does and pour your mercy on me. Open up my eyes and unfold the blinds in my heart, for my ears are now open and listening to you. I am begging for a delicate love which I can not wait until my old age to come. Please only give me the true and the best one to be with.

Thank you!

The Unusual Feeling

It is the time to sit for a test again. Why so many challenges and tests on me? Dear God, do you think that I am really fit to pass it all? I am just too weak. I promise I will stay closer to you this time and won't be walking far from you anymore. You don't need to remind me to come back to you in this way. I am naughty but you do know that I am sincere, rite? So please spare me! I am so scare. This time the feeling is so unusual. Is the mixture of so many feelings inside. Happy, excited, nervous, doubt, danger, and guilty are all well blended in me now. I wanted to but it is not right to do it (rite?) but I feel so sad to just let it go. To own it, it is a sin. Even to think about it is a sin. The biggest guilt that I had ever felt. *Sigh* God, you see? Satan is disturbing me now. I will be sad, really feel so sayang to let it go but I want it good. Just take whatever off which you feel is not rite for me to keep. Go ahead! *no eyes see liao* :'( Please forgive me, and you should one day forget me too but I won't be forgetting every single little thing that had happen.

Something from Someone Wiser

This list is a bit long though, but somehow some lines are useful for us... read on!

1) Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2) When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3) Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4) Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.

5) Pay off your credit cards every month.

6) You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7) Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8) It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9) Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10) When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11) Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12) It's OK to let your children see you cry.

13) Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14) If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15) Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16) Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

17) Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

18) Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

19) It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20) When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.

21) Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22) Over prepare, then go with the flow. 

23) Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24) The most important sex organ is the brain.

25) No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26) Frame every so-called disaster with these words "in five years, will this matter?".

27) Always choose life.

28) Forgive everyone everything.

29) What other people think of you is none of your business.

30) Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31) However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32) Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

33) Believe in miracles.

34) God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.

35) Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

36) Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

37) Your children get only one childhood.

38) All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

39) Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40) If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

41) Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

42) The best is yet to come...

43) No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

44) Yield.

45) Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

My Words to God @120517

I know you are somewhere out there And I know You are shining down on me from Heaven But I took Your presence for granted And now I think I am crazily wanting You back.

At night when the stars light up my room I sit by myself talking to You Trying to get to You in hopes You are just next to me talking to me too Or Am I a fool? Who sits alone talking to the moon?

I am feeling like I am being good But they are not appreciating my good deeds I used to talking to myself, which they say I have gone mad Yeah! I have gone mad But they do not know what I know Cause when the sun goes down Someone is talking back Yeah! You are talking back to me.

I do hear you calling I always look at the brighter side For, Lord, I know You will listen to my prayer You are all I had and eventually I will see You in Heaven.

If You Can't Run Away from Your Enemies...

I once believe if you really can't run away from those who hurt you, I may try to change the situation by befriending with them. I thought with a heart, smiles and loves it would be better than feeling bad and sad each time facing them.

BUT, I was damn WRONG! It won't works, it isn't better, it is only creating another chance for them to hurt you again. STUPID me *slapping myself*. They won't appreciate my pure heart to be good to them. They are taking this as another chance to "destroy" me.

Now, I strongly reminding myself... Do not even hope they will change, even they look like they want to be good to you I better not believe them. Guess it is the rise of Galvatron now. They ask for it!

Lastly, I'm the only person upon which my happiness depends. I could make the choice to be happy in each situation and in each moment of my life. If my happiness were to depend on other people, on other things or circumstances on the face of this earth then I'd be in deep trouble!