Cried In a Distance

Cries in a distance, I can't stop the tremble

I'm just awaiting my turn

Hiding will never save me forever

The gun gonna get me for sure

Dear God! I pray why won't you be my lover

Come to me and take my soul away

Like an angel would say

"Everything will be okay"

All I hear is three two one

The loud bang of the gun

And then slowly you'll be gone

Leaving me alone crying in a distance

All I feel is one two three

My tears start to bleed

Smell of flower under me

I feel sore, I scream, I fall and I crawl

Nothing Else I Can Say

Drowning by my tears in my heart. In fact, why should I feel sad for this is what I knew it would be? It is all about commitments that I have which made it impossible. In reality, happiness is the missing part. Please tell him that I don’t love him anymore. I’m punishing myself by not letting my tears flowing out.

So I can't tell him that I’m still missing him. For hatred makes me feel easier to let him go. When my heart is finally full with tears. Let silence answer it all!

I wanted to love him but my eyes are lying. Concealing my feelings are much more easier to avoid complication. I wanted to love him but rational is fighting inside of me. Could it be better if I let him go? Who may give me a good answer?

The poor thing now is I dare not to make a choice. Cause if I am reluctant to let him go, the victims are obviously us. When love is at an edge, it became so uncertain. Then, just let silence answer it all!