Twenty over years, from the day I left secondary school? I knew I am step'g into the real world at the moment I was still so innocent (hey! when I can get this word out of my mind, huh? *LMAO*). So innocent (again?) until I did not understand this "real" world but I have to keep on discovering. ;p
From young, as usual, I would complain to my mom whenever thing did not turn out right or the way I am expecting. Then when I saw someone who behaves differently from me, I gossip about it! *LOL* Is gossiping a sin? Nevertheless there is one thing I am pretty sure too much gossiping create hate in us and in the end, we dislike strongly such person / thing which we had gossiped for too long. The longer I talk about this person / thing the slower I could recover from its pains. Then I realized the hurt is actually came from hatred and in actual fact the hatred is actually what I had been gossiping about.
The remedy for all these is actually stop bothering about such person / thing / incident. We shall always forgive and forget whatever had past but there is one thing we shall not forget is the lessons we learnt from there. Action does really speaks louder than word however, to me, it seems like it is always harder to do it than to speak / write (like now... hehehe)... but I am tryin' - Trust me! I am trying hard for I know this time I could not hide or runaway from it like before.
I gotta face it and learn to grow older & wiser however *LOL* (so many excuses) sometimes I tend to cheat then continuously hatred and hurting myself. That's me!! Who had just finished writing about nothing but myself... whom still searching for who am I?
Wonder what part 2 is about?... Till next time *LMAO*
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