Innocent Pët

Don't Speak - 有苦自己知

2012-01-11T13:41:00.000+08:00

If I do not speak up, would they know what I am saying? If I explain, would they accept it? It hurts me as the Chinese saying "哑仔食黄连". I just swallow the pain into my empty tummy and let my tears flow down behind of them.

They won't be bothering so I think I don't really need to tell the truth. They just need someone to be the scapegoat or finding a way to escape from be blamed. I am just unlucky this time for I think it is me they had chosen, so I was asked not to speak - 有苦自己知!

Maybe I shall speak lesser or don't speak at all. Maybe it would be better if I just don't tell, don't ask, don't know and don't bother... 我的天空为何挂满湿的泪,我的天空为何总灰的脸?

不一样的龙虎门

2011-09-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

一场噩梦使我在这里博客。三更半夜吓醒了睡不着无所事事就想到写博客。为什么？为什么？为什么又是老虎呢？我已经远离了它但是它还是困扰着我。为什么脑海里还是不能把它删除呢？

在梦里我又被老虎攻击。结局是有乐与悲，虽然不是真的但是小叔在梦里替我说句公正的话使我噩中有点甜。已经两个星期没有回去可是还会梦到它，是否是我自己有想着它？应该是我心理很怕回去遇见它，看见它假装的笑真的不知道如何反应才好。

天生它是一只老虎，甚至很会办猪的老虎。而我是一只追求正义及真相，极固执的龙加上天平座的性质,我是很难妥协很难和这种假仁假义的人生活。这真是一套不一样的龙虎门。

The First Impression... loh!

2011-07-06T16:55:00.000+08:00

After several meetings talking about on-brand matter, our department had agreed that first impression is important in any situations.

Somehow, the first impression that most of us experienced at our Balai Polis (police station lah!) is ... *speechless*. Many people complaints after reporting to a balai you have to go to another balai to report again because "wrong station" (the case happen was in another district so you have to go to that district police station to make a report). Then? What for we were asked to talk / explain / write / spend so much time at this so called "not-related station"? *crazee*

So, people next time please be wiser, ask first whether you are in the right balai and if the answer is no then just say "Thank you and Bye!". Don't waste time, waste $$$ (if not mistaken have to pay RM1 for making a report) and most importantly waste our effort loh.

Oh yeah, by the way, today TheSun says you can now rate the cops woh, so what you're waiting for? ;p

The Ps in Me

2011-06-03T23:42:00.002+08:00

Seriously, it took me more than a while to start this post. I had been struggling for the first word to make my first line and I decided to write it this way.

What is P? The letter after N and O, take away it and it forms NO. Non-ordinary? When I was younger, the word "gay" is nothing but a word to shame / to laugh / to joke on somebody. Use it when you see a soft-spoken boy or a girlie guy then laugh at him as loud as it will brings your lungs out and if he cries, shout to the world that he is a gay and get more people agree with you.

As I am getting more and more Ps in my life, today, I have a different perspective of Ps. They must not be really sissy, lady-like, soft like a girl and indeed they do look like a so called normal man but only with different interest. After all, they are just the people like us who known taxonomically as Homo sapiens, a latin word for wise man or knowing man. A man with behaviour and feelings.

Somehow, different P person in my life produces different kind of feelings to me. For instance, the three closest Ps around me. I appreciate the first P a lot because he clarifies so many things about Ps to me. He given me a clearer picture of Ps. He is the one who changed my definition of P. Besides thanking him, I am glad that he has the gut to tell me the real him, being a P and about his first love. In return, I feel happy for treating me as his real friend who he can share his personal life across the borderline. I really do feel happy to know that he had found his love for the first time even though it does not sound normal to some people but I can see the sweetness in him at that moment. I take this P as someone special in my life and I am ready to share all his secret moments when he needs an ear, the happy P.

About the second P, I could confirm him as a P based on the knowledge I got from that Happy P. I tried to indirectly letting him know that as his relative, I am accepting him as he is and I will be glad to meet with his the other half. Nevertheless, the gap between me and him is getting bigger. I think he is worried and sad after his brother yelling at him when he brought his the other half home. Would this is forever be the Unrevealed P in me?

Now, the last P that I would like to blog about, the P that I feel sad when I confirmed his secret ID. So far he is the only P that I do not wish to be real. I think there should be no rights or wrongs about being a P, or maybe it should. From different point of view, say in religion, is it a sin? It is against the law? I am not strong in any religion though I believe in Jesus so I do not know what is written in the bible. But I think I feel what God feels about Ps. On one hand I do not encourage P-ing like HE does because I am worrying about the negative comments, the sadness and the pressure when they are confronting the opponents; somehow on the other hand I do not want to ignore the feelings and condemn them like others because I respect the love and life they are fighting for. Back to the last P in me, the Sad P, whom I think he has had enough (P)ains and (P)ressures in his past life so I do not wish anymore more P for him.

Lastly, may God bless the Happy P, the Unrevealed P, the Sad P and all the Ps with true love and happiness in their lives.

My Mom Doesn't Really Know How to Text Me

2011-04-27T13:40:00.001+08:00

Looking at that RM50million that they are going to spend for email accounts. Btw, where are our computers and internet services? Will there be any training for my 50yo mom to check her mailbox? How much more do we (tax payers) need to pay for sending parents to email classes?

It is just like they are giving you a free Short-Message-Service but you have to subscribe to the mobile-service with this charges and that charges (excluding tax but not tax-free ya!) and most importantly you must buy a mobile phone with sms features (not those cheap cheap fone which can only receive and make phone calls lor).

Then if is something happen to your mailbox, they must spend another sum to look into the problem (no warranty on time taking so appreciate for being patience) but charges is based on time spent in looking into the problem. Charges to resolve that problem to be revealed later. Other terms and conditions is subject to with or without agreement (mostly is without la).

Oooi... is okay la! I prefer to call my mom instead of sending her a text for she won't bother to reply it. Telekom fixed line seems fine here!

p/s: with that RM50million, I can buy dozen of formulas and diapers for my toddler for few years even during her 'lao sai' period --- :p

Does Sissy means Behaving in Improper Manner?

2011-04-20T15:11:00.003+08:00

On yesterday news (http://www.nst.com.my/nst/articles//16eff/Article/), saying the state Education Department in Kuala Terengganu has sent 66 schoolboys with effeminate tendencies to a camp aimed at helping them behave in a proper manner.

What is the definition for "proper manner"? IMHO, you dig your nose in front of someone else is not a proper manner. You cut in the long queue is an improper manner. This including yelling, cheating, killing and the list goes on.

Like the definition in wikipedia of sissy (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sissy), the line which says it is a pejorative for a boy or man who violates or does not meet the traditional male gender role. Ah ha! What is the traditional male gender role? Do men only can be masculine and women have to be feminine? How important is this role in man's life? How successful a man would be with this role? Is this the only role that a man should have?

In linguistics, masculine / feminine means grammatical genders, sometimes also called noun classes, are classes of nouns reflected in the behavior of associated words. In human, these should be a gender that refers chiefly (but not exclusively) to males / females or to objects classified as male / female. You see? Because it is an inherited pattern of thought, are we suppose to say those boys are behaving improperly?

To me these are the characteristic in somebody. It should not really affecting our lives. A sissy man could be doing better than a macho man, and a tomboy could be far more success than a lady-like woman. It is the quality of life and knowledge in us that drives us to succeed. Criticizing them does not proof we (so called normal men and women) are right. If we were to judge them, judge them by the law not by your insight.

Be fair and be square, there are also many traditional ways that we suppose to follow but we did not. Why should you build your happiness with somebody's agony. We should not prevail negative cultural reaction against "sissy boys".

Heart Speaks Adorable 12 Commandments

2011-03-17T10:21:00.001+08:00

First of all, thanks to Miss Goh.

The message appeared in my inbox is with the above title. Got it yesterday but did not have the time to open and read it. It has been a while Miss Goh did not forward me any mails like this, and I think God is sending me His message via someone else again.

That 12 commandments are:
1) Make up your mind to be happy. Learn to find pleasure in simple things.

2) Make the best of your circumstances. No one has everything, and everyone has something of sorrow intermingled with gladness of life. The trick is to make the laughter outweigh the tears.

3) Don't take yourself too seriously. Don't think that somehow you should somehow you should be protected from misfortune that befalls other people.

4) You can't please everybody. Don't let criticism worry you. *LIKE*

5) Don't let your neighbor set your standards. Be YOURSELF! *LIKE*

6) Do the things you enjoy doing but stay out of debt. *LMAO*

7) Never borrow trouble. Imaginary things are harder to bear than real ones.

8) Since hate poisons the soul, do not cherish jealousy. Avoid people who make you unhappy. *LIKE & HIGHLY AGREE*

9) Have many interests. If you can't travel, read about new places.

10) Don't hold postmortems. Don't spend your time brooding over sorrows or mistakes. Don't be one who never gets over things.

11) Do what you can for those less fortunate than yourself.

12) Keep busy at something. A busy person never has time to be unhappy. *TRULY AGREE*

Well, I like no. 4, 5 & 8... what about you?

Finally, don't forget to always be THANKFUL! and I am thanking
: God for today!
: my friends & family for their companions
: Facebook keeping me busy and also to have it for sharing with others
: Miss Goh once again *bow*

Elcayhoh’s émouvoir @110316

2011-03-16T11:15:00.004+08:00

也許就要遇到雷雨閃電的暴風圈
也許就要遇到烏雲密佈灰色陰天
凍的像冰霜　北國下雪天
也許就要遇到淚流不止的風沙天
也許以後　天氣預報不會再有晴天
也許到最後　終點是。。。

I’m coming home
I’m coming home
Tell the world I’m coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes
I’m coming home, I’m coming home
Tell the world I’m coming back to where I belong
I’ve never felt so strong eh
Feeling like there’s nothing that I can’t try

This is my feelings and these are the songs singing ‘em out
If you ain’t got the heart, don’t attempt to try to pretend that you understand it

___

I'M BECOMING TO BE A STRANGER

2011-03-11T13:30:00.002+08:00

I can't stand to create jokes anymore
Indeed I'm not that crazy
I'm just a little bit unwell
At times when I am down

I am more than a girl
I am more than a wife
And wish that I'm more than some pretty face that hypocrites
So I think It is not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Over some petty things
Find a way to lie
About a home sweet home that I’ll never see

It may sound absurd but I am not naïve
Even heroes have the right to shit
I may be disturbed but no one truly be bothered
It is really not easy to be me?

So far, far away from me
You all can sleep sound tonight
Because human was not meant to abide
With all my foolishness

In a funny black suit
Scribbling lines about me
Hmmm, hmmm, hmmm... still think it is not easy
To be me

I am only a woman with silly mind
Cracking jokes and laughing hysterically
Only a woman who does not wanna show the real me
Yet looking for special things inside of me

Inside of me
Inside of me?
Yeah, inside of me
I am turning to be a stranger to myself

The Shark Tale

2011-02-02T11:37:00.001+08:00

Read about shark-finning in Kesuma, Japan today (an email from my ex-colleague)...

From now on I won't be serving shark fin anymore is not because that I am poor is just because of I have a heart, do you? I know what happen to those sharks after their fins have been removed, do you?

Not to say that I don't have heart for other animals, I shall be a vegan now but when a chicken is slaughtered it is meant to be eaten as a whole chicken and not only its wings and then dumped away or even worst to be left alive suffering without wings.

I love lives and I appreciate foods - I go shark-fin-less!!!

People Come, People Go, People Think What I Don't Know

2010-12-14T15:14:00.000+08:00

But one thing I do really wanna let these peoples know...

Your illusion:
1) by committing suicide can solve all your problems
2) death is the best solution when you are down
3) when you are gone the pieces of somebody's heart will be missing you

The fact:
1) You are actually just about to create another
2) What if when you are up again? Rebirth only happen on Jesus!!!
3) Don't dream la! for that will only happen in Avril Lavigne's song because it is proven that time is a powerful pain killer

My Believing:
Only if God is calling you to heaven, that should be the only time for you to leave your smelly body and walk to Him. Obviously I do not know the actual feelings that you are having but I can be pretty sure that the pain and sorrow in you now maybe nothing comparing to somebody who is lying on the sick bed and struggling to fight for his/her breath, or who is in deep hunger yet gotta find food for his/her loved ones, or might be even lighter than what I had gone through.

My Conclusion:
Hello! Facebook is a page for socializing and sharing and it is definitely not a page which encouraging you to write your last piece then commit suicide. If you think you really have no way out, stop trusting yourself, go seek help from somebody else! So please stop posting your Death Note there before getting the copyrights from Tsugumi Ohba / Takeshi Obata else your family members might have to pay for your lawsuit even after you are gone. By the way, there will be only one Tatsuya Fujiwara in the world so please do not act as you are the one.

Only if somebody could 100% confirm that death could resolve all pains, I have been long gone and could not be posting this out... you dumb dumb!

That It's Christmas, Really Christmas For Me

2010-12-10T14:20:00.002+08:00

So far there will be four Christmas parties that I will be attending this year. First, the one at Registry which is on the 13th. The organizing committees had sent out email about a Christmas tea party and invited people from few units. Happily I suggested for a gift exchange of RM5 among us just to create more fun and sharing. Despite of negative feedback and responses, some are agree to have it but just that they dare not to voice it out. Voices from those who are so narrow-minded and even somebody asked me to send out reminders. I am wondering what is there so much to worry about as this is gonna be an optional to the guests. No forcing to buy if they do not want to have a gift exchanged *sigh*.

Second, a Christmas lunch with gift exchange among a small unit of five to six people on the 23rd. I am not expecting any luxury or pricey gift from exchange party but not a gift which will be expiring soon plus with terms & conditions apply. I think that was the worst Christmas gift that I have received. Hence, we came out with rules in buying gift. Isn't this sound funny to have rules in buying gift? Actually it is not so much about the rule is about the heart in buying it but people got upset about this *sigh*.

Third, another Christmas party to be held in Klang which was supposed to be held at sister's home as a family gathering. However, this year it will be different as sis plans to make it a little bigger with friends instead of only family members. It will be held at a centre owned by mom's friend. So mom decided to have karaoke session at that Christmas party. OMG! I would be fine if those aunties and uncles are going to sing out loud Christmas songs otherwise *fainted*. Bigger sigh this time, huh?

I really feel like telling them... yeah all of them that:
Christmas isn't Christmas 'til it happens in your heart
Somewhere, deep inside you, is where Christmas really starts
So give your heart to people, you'll discover when you do
That it's Christmas, really Christmas for you... and me too!

(Disney - Christmas lyrics)

I used to celebrate Christmas at a very young age and at that time I did not even know what is Christmas except receiving gifts, eating and playing games with cousins (thanks to Aunt Joyce & Jamie). As I grow up, I found out actually Christmas day is also the birthday of Mary's son, Jesus Christ. So I think this man must be very generous to share his birthday with everyone (is a rest day!) and even let us have present(s) on his birthday.

Now as I am much older, I think Christmas should be a day to remember the people who loves us and people that we love, to gather up with them (just like the night before the 1st day of CNY, the reunion dinner) to share the fun, love and laughter with some Christmas songs sang by everyone. That's the real Christmas for me!

Lastly, I am longing for the last Christmas party which will be held on the 24th at jiji's house with only family members and pray that it would be full with Christmas spirit. God bless everyone on this Christmas!

幸福，是什么颜色？

2010-11-25T14:36:00.001+08:00

今天在Facebook看见有人问“幸福，是什么颜色？”。该如何来衡量幸福呢？

我想幸福应该是：
1）没有颜色
- 每个人的幸福都是不一样的所以没有固定的颜色咯。

2）无味
- 通常人都不会发现幸福的存在。往往都是等到没有了在发觉原来它曾经来过。还有，其他人是不会懂得别人的幸福是怎样的。你能闻到我的幸福吗？ *嘻嘻*

3）不含防腐剂
- 每个人的幸福都会在不一样的地方和情况过期。

幸福是感觉！用心去感受它不要用眼睛去看它不要用鼻子闻它该不要用嘴巴问关于它。保持快乐那幸福就会一直存在。

愿你有个幸福快乐的每一天 (^_^) 还有别忘了珍惜眼前啊！！

The Lesson of the porcupine

2010-11-09T08:56:00.003+08:00

The Story:
It was the coldest winter ever and many animals died because of the cold. The porcupines, realizing the situation, decided to group together. This way they covered and protected themselves but the quills of each one wounded their closest companions even though they gave off heat to each other. After awhile they decided to distance themselves one from the other and they began to die, alone and frozen. So they had to make a choice either accept the quills of their companions or disappear from the earth. Wisely, they decided to go back to being together. This way they learned to live with the little wounds that were caused by the close relationship with their companion, but the most important of it was the heat that came from the others. This way they were able to survive.

The moral adhere to this story:
The best relationship is not the one that brings together perfect people, but the best is when each individual learns to live with the imperfections of others and can admire the other person's good qualities.

My moral from this story:
Never hook up to somebody who hurts so much even though you do feel warm and cozy being together. I strongly believe that none of us should be a parasite, we have to be strong and have an independent mind. On the winter day, find yourself a thick "blanket" and cover up yourself or even better if you manage to own a warm and cozy "house" to protect yourself. Always remember that you are not a PARASITE!

Lastly I wish you:
May your troubles be less
Your blessings be more
And nothing but happiness
Coming through your door

The place to be happy is here
The time to be happy is now
The way to be happy is to
Make others so

- Author Unknown-

Will Your Relationship Lasts Long?

2010-11-04T09:18:00.002+08:00

Relationships last long not because they’re destined to last long.
Relationships last long because two brave people made a choice—to keep
it, fight for it, and to work for it. Meanwhile, other relationships
fail not because they’re destined to fail. They fail because one of the
two, or both, made the choice—to set each other ...free

-Author Unknown-

Lesson Reviewed on 101015

2010-10-15T13:35:00.002+08:00

1) When we were young, we get bored of being children and rush to grow up but then long to be children again.
Lesson: Do not rush, live life as it is, treasure every moment and count every blessing on every day.

2) Many of us are losing our health to make money when we were young and then lose our money to restore our health when we get old.
Lesson: Health is important, stop to take rest and enjoy precious time with our loved ones. Balance up between work, rest and play!

3) We forget about the present by thinking anxiously about the future, such that we live neither for the present nor the future.
Lesson: Do not worry too much about tomorrow, what if it never happen? And if it happens then you were worrying about it twice.

4) Some of us live as if will never die and die as if never lived.
Lesson: Always remember that we can't turn back the clock though it is true that there is always the next day but what if tomorrow never comes? Do what has to be done now not tomorrow.

5) We cannot make anyone love us but what we can do is to let ourselves be loved.
Lesson: It is fine if the person do not love you now, stay on to be nice and happy for one day he/she will realize how much it worth to have you.

6)The most valuable thing is not what we have in lives but who we have in our lives.
Lesson: Happiness is all about sharing and caring.

7) It is not good to compare ourselves with others.
Lesson: All will be judged individually on our merits,not as a group of a comparison basis.

8) Rich person is not the one who has the most but is the one who needs the least.
Lesson: money can buy everything except happiness.

9) It only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in persons we love and it takes many years to heal them.
Lesson: Mind your language - say what you mean and mean what you had said.

10) Learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness.
Lesson: Though it is hard but believe it that you can do it and once you did it you will be happier.

11) There are always persons that love us dearly but simply do not know how to express or show their feelings.
Lesson: Open up and talk things over. Do not guess and make assumption / conclusion on your own when you suspect something is not right.

12) Two people can look at the same thing and see it totally differently.
Lesson: Never expect we are all the same. Argue and react with love but do NOT lose control of your anger while arguing.

13) It is not always enough we be forgiven by others but we have to forgive ourselves too.
Lesson: Stop feeling guilty when things are over and forgiveness is accepted. Learn our lesson, be wiser and think before we react next time.

PEOPLE WILL FORGET WHAT YOU SAID
PEOPLE WILL FORGET WHAT YOU DID
BUT PEOPLE WILL NEVER FORGET
HOW YOU MAKE THEM FEEL

Akin

2010-07-15T17:01:00.002+08:00

People like us are unique. People like us are just “U and Somebody else”. They aren’t creepy, are they?

When you are at the other side of the mountain, what makes you think that you are ordinary? In a lifetime how many times you are too late in discovering you had lost what is most important to you? They are not sick; they are not an alien neither a beast that could hurt you. So why do we have to stay away from them? Or have a weird look when they are around? What is the biggest mistake they had made?

It is only a behavior, a unique personality or just an inner feeling that many people (I shall confirm this again when I have the actual statistic) did not endorse. But where is the neutral point?

Indeed, these peoples are keeping a distance from we. I am hoping they do not feel bad or guilty. Hope they would give others a chance to know more or try to accept them in a way. Apparently people like us are not somebody to be tortured / looked down / laughed / expelled in lives. Do we have to wait till we had hurt someone so badly or had lost them to believe that actually we are the one who was wrong?

I cannot plead the whole world to agree. Somehow, I am not encouraging them because I think it will be tough to face the other side of the world. Whatsoever, I am not rejecting them. Frantically letting go people like us requires love and concern. Excuses are making us blind and increasing the distance between us. Unwittingly we are fooling each other yet we are unwillingly to really think about it, perhaps God is testing us. For how long you could not embrace the people that you love?

When there are no more pleasant things in this world, the only way to makes things better is falling in love.

雨后的城市寂寞又狼狈
路边的座位它空着在等谁
我拉住时间它却不理会
有没有别人跟我一样很想被安慰
风停了又吹我忽然想起谁
天亮了又黑我过了好几岁
心暖了又灰世界
有时候孤单的很需要另一个同类
爱收了又给我们都不太完美
梦作了又碎我们有几次机会
去追…

不晓得为什么爱又稀少又昂贵

云在半空中被微风剪碎
回忆也许美可是正在飞走对不对

Wishing You Have Enough?

2010-07-08T13:28:00.002+08:00

Have you ever complaint that you are lack for something? Then you wish you have enough to get things over.

Somehow I found the following lines sound quite true... read on!
- Rainy days are for us to appreciate the sun even more
- Pains in us could make even the smallest of joys in life appear bigger
- Losses are driving us to the appreciation of what we possess

So next time when you are having a hard time, try not to be too sad or mad about it. Think on the bright side, it has a different meaning in life.

I hereby wishing you enough:
- sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear
- happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting
- gain to satisfy your wanting; and lastly
- hellos to get you through the final good-bye

Let's WangWang

2010-06-30T15:34:00.002+08:00

突然很想 blog in Chinese, how I wish I can write well in Chinese.

吃着旺旺让我想起我又很久没写blog了。因为那些不快乐的事使我 lost at work and did something that I never wanted to do 在办公室玩 game。那时候我失去了理智我忘了我的 principles 我开始投入 Restaurant City。我还忘了生活，忘了工作，忘了前途，忘了我是谁。。。我忘了我的志愿 blogging。

I think blogging at work is somehow better than playing games 吧，对吗？（嘻嘻）

So 现在只有旺旺不会再忘忘咯! :) Stay tuned for more postings ya!

Is this the Beauty in Life?

2010-05-05T15:59:00.002+08:00

Received an email about (again I feel like HE is telling me something) The Spirit of An Eagle. It is the story about what you should do when changes in life taking place. It says "If you focus on results, you will never change. If you focus on change, you will get results"... and those in the brackets are what I feel.

Many times, in order to survive we have to start a change process. We sometimes need to get rid of old memories, habits and other past traditions. Only freed from past burdens, can we take advantage of the present.

Our lives are not determined by:
1) What happens to us (especially those which are out of our control) but by how we react to what happens (no wonder I cried whenever I am mad with somebody's foolish attitude).

2) What life brings to us (so forget about complaining on what you don't have), but by the attitude we bring to life (appreciate and value what you are having).

A positive attitude causes a chain in reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes.

It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results. So why not focus on changing ourselves first instead of feeling bad when there are changes taking place.

But... how many people knows the pain inside us when all these happens.

You Not Yet "Potong" ar?

2009-11-06T13:27:00.003+08:00

Die lor!! All Malaysians have to pay for every credit card as income service tax of RM50 (principal card) or RM25 (supp card) from year 2010.

Rakyat feedback to the government but "he" thinks that RM50 is only a small amount which everyone can afford to spare. Heloo?? RM50 can buy us 2 packets of non-branded milk formulas for our babies and if you wanted to have branded RM50 is not enough for 1 packet of 600gm. Now who has more priority? The government or the babies?

Questions, DOubts & Worries:
1) In such "high safe" country, how many people will carry so much cash around?
2) No credit cards, no cash... then can we buy by credit terms or installments?
3) More and more people can shake legs at home especially those credit card agents, credit card customer service, all those who work at credit card centers, online company, and online ticketing staff to name a few. Why? (still has to ask why ar??)
4) We pay you the service tax is it gonna contra off our existing outstanding balance?
5) All online shoppers, kindly lift up your bums and go out shopping. Online stores can close shop jor. Kesian those travel companies... bye! bye!
6) We may forget about paying our bills online, unless Dell or Compaq will invent a new desktop / laptop which we can slot in our cash bills and coins.
7) Make sure there is enough car parks at those bank, telekom malaysia, mobile fone service providers centre, shopping mall, etc... bcoz no more online banking, online bill settlement liao!

Lastly, cancel all cards and transfer balance to only one bank... na! na! na! Choose wisely which bank lor... hehehe!

Crime Alert: Scam via Phone Calls

2009-10-27T14:36:00.008+08:00

Got this message from somebody about new crime tactic. I didn't believe it until I read few post-out from my ex-colleagues.

The story could be the same or similar to the belows (read on):-

Its all started when I received a call from someone claimed that he was Maxis asking me to shutdown phone for 2 hours for 3g update to take place.
As I was rushing, I did not question any shutdown my cell phone.
After 45 minutes I feel very suspicious since the caller did not even introduce his name.

I turned on my cell phone back and I received several numbers of call; few numbers from my family members and the other numbers was from the number that call me before; 3954380.

I called my parents and I was shocked that they sounded very worry asking me whether I am safe.
My parents told me that they received a call from someone claimed that they have me with them and asking for money to let me free.
The call was so real and my parents even heard my voice crying out loud asking for help.

My parent was at the bank waiting for next call to proceed for money transfer.

I told my parents that I am safe and asking them to lodge a police report.

Right after that I received again call from the guy asking me to shutdown my cell phone for another 1 hour which this time I refused to do so and hung up.
They keep calling my cell phone until the battery run down.

I myself lodge a police report and was informed by the officer that this kind of scam always reported.
MOST of the cases reported that the victim already transferred the money!
And it is impossible to get back the money.

Bank can only returned back the money if the owners of the account agree to do so or there is a court order.

Be careful. This kind of scam might happened to any of us!!!
Those guys are so professional and very convincing during calls.

If asked to shutdown your cell phone for updates by the service provider, ASK AROUND!

Any Customer Service should introduce their NAME AT THE BEGINNING of the call. Ignore them if you don't get a name at the beginning of the call.

If you received instructions from unrecognized number/person that you are not sure, make your own judgment.
The BEST is DO NOT RESPONSE.

If you cannot pickup your loved one's call, DO GIVE A CALL BACK immediately!
Update your loved one with ALTERNATE CONTACT wherever you are.

p/s: If you think you are so smart that you can't be cheated... think about it twice. Someone might have more brains than you / me ;)

"Be Safe and Stay Alert!"

Is it Fate or just Synchronism?

2009-10-19T16:40:00.002+08:00

My 33 birthday was a week ago. It just passed silently or to be more precise, worryingly as baby Cayenne is having fever and diarrhea. Never hope to have a happy birthday at my home or with my family member ever since we had a big quarrel on my birthday 2 years back. This year, Calvin bought me a cake, mango mousse cake from Secret Recipe and we ate it at in-law's.

10 days after my birthday, Cayenne is still suffering diarrhea but fever no more. Never have enough rest or sleep these days and I have been praying to God for Cayenne to be better each day. Searching high and low for God and I am wondering where is He until I read an email about Meredith's Letter.

It is about a letter Meredith (a 4-year old girl) wrote to God to introduce Him her passed away dog, Abbey. Then somebody soulfully reply her with touching lines. That story ended with "By the way, I'm easy to find, I am wherever there is love.... Love, God".

I think God is replying me and yes He is. Because I can't hear him so He let me read Him. He reminds me that He loves us very much and I believe He always do. At the end of the mail, I noticed that my number of unread mails jumps to 1800. The first thing pops into my mind is the Toll-Free number and yes it is God telling me that reaching him is toll free.

This isn't the first time God's replying me via forwarded messages!

"God, I thank you for saving Cayenne from falling from her cradle unhurt on yesterday but I do selfishly request more from you, please do let Cayenne to recover from diarrhea today. -Amen-"

Crime Watch Listing - Must Read!!

2009-07-15T10:34:00.013+08:00

1) Never help any stranger at the ATM machine for there are CCTVs next to it. If you help him/her which might later claim that you had robbed / stolen that card. Besides, that ATM card could be a stolen one. So please be careful of these tactics.

2) Never go out of your house to check if your house is blackout in a sudden and your neighborhood seem fine because the next thing you will discover might be a knife pointing at you to rob and injure you. Look around to confirm if there is anything unusual or if there is any noise around. Never ever underestimate barking dogs.

3) A lady who saw a kid crying by the roadside. The kid told her he was lost and wanted her to take him home. The kid have his so called "house address" written on a paper and so she took him home. But when she pressed on the door bell she had an electric shock. Later she found that she was naked in an empty room. Being such a compassionate and helpful person might not be a good thing these days. DON'T BE TOO KIND / A HERO especially when you are alone.

4) One day there was an old lady outside the house holding two packets of sweets. At first sight she seem like somebody from the neighbors and wanted to share goodies but when she spoke she sounds like a foreigner. Immediately close the door and ignore her for later you might discover that she and her accomplice robbed someone else down the road. DID YOU MOM EVER TOLD YOU NEVER SPEAK TO A STRANGER?

5) Whenever you at an ATM machine, never ever let somebody to have your full attention especially you are withdrawing money. Because there could be a little one with them to take away your withdrawal while you are focusing on others. Everyone is suspicious these days even though the little ones who look so innocent. (^_^)

6) Never accept a big note for small change even though you will have a small amount as commission / token because it could be a fake note. Who would want to pay for RM2 for an empty bottle? Obviously that is a trick.

7) This is even scarier! Don't know how true it is yet I wanna share it out with all of you here. A newly married couple was having their honeymoon at the hotel in Bali. When both were in the changing room, the wife suddenly went missing. The husband was very anxious and went around finding her. He asked the hotel staff to help him find her but to no avail. Then he thought his wife was just playing hide and seek so he went back and waited for his wife. After a few hours, he decided to call the police. Three weeks passed and there was still no news about his missing wife. So he sadly went back home and was very disappointed. A few years later he came to Bali to watch a "freak show" in an old house. He saw a dirty and rusty metal cage which inside was a lady without limbs. Her body and face was full of scars and when he had a closer look at her face, he was shocked to find out that she was his missing wife caged there and used for begging. THIS COULD HAPPEN TO YOUR DAUGHTER, GIRLFRIEND and or any lady out there at anywhere not just Bali!!

8) This happened in Shanghai (again it could be at anywhere besides China). A few years ago, a lady reported to the police that her cousin sister was missing in the shopping complex. But after five years, one of her friends found her cousin sister begging at the road side on the streets in Bangkok. The worst thing was that her cousin sister had no more limbs and her body was tied to a lamp post with a shackle. I HEARD ABOUT A REAL LIFE STORY FROM MY MOTHER WHICH HER FRIEND'S GRANDCHILD (a very young cute boy) was kidnapped in Malaysia who later bump with his baby sitter who was in Bangkok for holiday on a street. He can't speak as those bastards had made him dumb and broken limb to beg on the street. He kneel down and cry at his baby sitter for help but she hardly believe it is him. After making phone call back to Malaysia to confirm the boy is missing but unfortunately she could not find him again on the same street. Those bastards could be watching in a distance and brought him off while the baby sitter making the phone call. *heart sick*

9) Got this from an email so before I continue typing I would like to remind all to be extra careful when you need to use the changing room or washroom at places which are not well-known to you. Always get another person (better to be 2 persons) to accompany you and waited for you right in front of your WC not outside the main entrance. This email says 3 friends (ladies) when to Shenzhen for shopping where one of them needed to answer a nature call. So the other 2 friends waited for her outside at the main entrance. After waiting for a long time they felt uneasy and went inside to check. When they went in there was nobody inside the toilet. Both were scared and try to call that girl's mobile (no reply). At the police station, after thinking for a while they remember there was once a cleaner went in and out that toilet with a big trash bin. Then the police suspected it is the same gang as it is not the first case reported to them.

REMEMBER THIS!!
Crimes could happen at anywhere, anytime by anyone even though at a very high class area and/or someone who look so polite and well-educated. Never speak to a stranger and to be safer, never look at a stranger because lately there were numerous of cases reported which they had been hypnotized and got robbed.

Do not be greedy over free things or free gifts, for the price to pay later could be much more higher than its original value. The Chinese says "there is no free lunch"!!

Bringing You Closer to Them: Looking Stuff for Your Big Day

2009-06-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

Bringing You Closer to Them: Looking Stuff for Your Big Day

Bringing You Closer to Them: Craftz by Winifred Tan

2009-06-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

Bringing You Closer to Them: Craftz by Winifred Tan

WE ARE NOT STUPID

2009-06-05T19:55:00.000+08:00

Environmental green or green environment? Or there is a shrimp behinds the rock (direct translate this from Malay proverb).

This evening, on my way home, over the radio I heard this "they will charge a small amount for plastic bags in order to reduce the usage of plastic bags". Hahaha... so damn funny. Sounds like they love the Mother Earth so much. *cheh*

So if they manage to cut down 70% of cost for plastic bags but the selling price is still the same, so does this means we are buying at higher price for that goods? Good la! If you really just wanted to reduce usage and save our Mother Nature, we should have two different pricing like what some coffee shop is practising (though I am not so agree to too).

Like RM1.80 for Milo then RM1.90 for Milo Ice and additional RM0.10 each for take away... and San Francisco is practising this (I suspect Coffee Bean and Starbucks too) whereby for ever take away of drink in your own cup they lower the price...or

You should write "subject to plastic bags charges" at your price tags; which sounds more true.

Hello! We, the consumers, are not STUPID la!!!

Killing 2 Birds with 1 Stone?

2009-05-07T13:05:00.000+08:00

Only today I know that they had not killed one but it could be two lives, a pregnant lady. What will be the punishment of act for killing two lives when killing a person is to be sentenced to death? Can these people die twice in view of what they had offended?

Is this fate of the unborn child to be died inside or with his / her mother? See? we do not even know the gender of this child. Love or blindness had caused the mother to fell in love with such animal. Greediness might be the power that had made her to make friend with such bigger animal. More greedy has finally ended her life by some stupid animal. What a big zoo here? *LOL*

And, this so called bigger man is doing anything to success,is very damn scary. Me definitely would not want him to be my leader as he may either lead me to hell or send me to death. But do I have a choice to choose who my man to be? Do all of us do have that choice?

Killing two birds with one stone? Awww... they are killing more lives indeed.

The Sedition Act is Seducing

2009-05-07T11:21:00.000+08:00

The more people get caught under Sedition Act, the more people's voice you will hear. Is it the truth is you are longing to hear from them?

Another Malaysian has been arrested for alleged sedition this month. By the way, what the Sedition Act in Malaysia says?

From Wikipedia, it is a law prohibiting discourse deemed as seditious. Now, what is seditious? Sedition is a term of law which refers to covert conduct, such as speech and organization, that is deemed by the legal authority as tending toward insurrection against the established order.

Referring to that act, it was originally enacted by the colonial authorities of British Malaya in 1948. The act criminalizes speech with "seditious tendency", including that which would "bring into hatred or contempt or to excite disaffection against" the government or engender "feelings of ill-will and hostility between different races". The latter provision includes the questioning of certain portions of the Constitution of Malaysia, namely those pertaining to the Malaysian social contract, such as Article 153, which deals with special rights for the bumiputra.

So, is that means non-bumis are not allow to talk here? For it might directly or indirectly or even truthfully telling you something about "them". Sh*t! Again... the Freedom of Speech here is not "free" as defined in the dictionary. OMG!! Double-standard (a_ u_u_l).

The funniest thing is there should be no wearing black for all Malaysian today, for they might thought you are one of the party supporters and catch you arr!! Siao meh?? Scary man! Freedom of speech taler, now freedom to "pakai baju" pun taler lar!! "Mommy arr.. I cannot wear my black shirt today la... ngeh!!".

Apa ni? Talk also want to "tangkap", now wear also want to "tangkap" arr? So, no need to wear anything la... hehehe *pengsan*

One Malaysian, Many Histories

2009-05-04T11:30:00.000+08:00

ahahhaa... read this headline from thesundaily (but I did not read on the content) but who cares?

It always been like that de la!!! Nobody would like to tell the truth and everyone is believing what is most hot in the market.

Do you know where you are going to?
Do you like the things that life is showing you?
Where are you going to?
Do you know?

Recent Con Case Happening in Malaysia

2009-04-17T14:33:00.000+08:00

The following message has been emailing around and was posted to many webpages like Facebook and such. Please be alert... it might be happen in other country too.

Dear friends,
I have been cheated recently. So I would like to share my experience with
you all on how the tactic they use. You can forward this to your friends so
they will know about it

1) On Saturday, I receive a phone call from AMBank, a system playback
message announce that "You have outstanding balance of RM4,982 for the
AMBank credit card, kindly make the payment asap. For customer service,
please press 1"
(This is the first step, they make you angry. When you angry, you lost your
mind)

2) Since I do not have credit card service with AM Bank, I press 1 to talk
to the customer service. And after providing my name and IC number, the
customer service told me that there is a credit card under my name. I
respond that I did not applied it before. The customer service say is it
possible that people stole your info and make a credit card from it. She
suggest me to call the Bank Negara - Pusat Pengurusan Kad Palsu to make a
report so that they will investigate on it. Since it is Sunday, she suggest
I make the phone call on Monday and provide me a phone number 03-8659 0241.
(This is a fake number, Bank Negara do not have such department. Bank
negara number is 03-2698-8044 )

3) On Monday morning, I make a phone call to the given number, I can hear
the announcement "Terima Kasih kerana menhubungi Bank Negara..." After that
I talk to a guy that speak in Malay. He call me back later with the same
callerID, and start to ask my detail of complain. He also keep on telling
me that if what I say is not true, I will be caught by police and jail. He
then ask for all my credit card detail, have I ever use credit card on ATM,
my ATM card and the balance. He also told me not to expose the report
detail to my friends as it may affected the investigation result. After
that he give me a report number and mentioned that a colleague from other
department will help me to secure all my bank accounts.
(They do this step to make you believe that they are true, so that you will
corporate with them)

4) After a while, I receive a phone call from a girl, she told me that they
have suspend all my bank accounts now. But the ATM card they cannot do it
remotely, hence she want me to go to the ATM machine, and key in some
special "PIN" to stop the card. After I reach the ATM, she call me and told
me that later what I see on screen is not the true info. I just need to key
in the PIN given by her. So I just follow the step and key in everything.
She then ask me to destroy the transaction slip and throw it away. Then
told me within 3 days cannot use my ATM cards and other bank accounts.
(Key in the "PIN" at ATM is fake also, those PIN is actually somebody
account number and the amount to be transfer.)

My suggestion
Always call back to the Bank to verify, are you really have that credit
card?
Bank always have a tollfree number, including Bank Negara
And you can easily find the real bank number on internet

This guy is a Senior Engineer in my office. We can easily say "hiya? how
can he be so gullible to listen to the lady on the phone and actually
transfer funds out of his account" BUT reality is that when it happens to
you ? in the panicky situation? you too may lose touch of our sanity for a
short period of time.

All About My Girl

2009-03-31T16:55:00.001+08:00

Her name is Cayenne, Foong.

However, when you Google search it, you will see two results (1) Hot Chili Pepper and (2) Porsche five-seat mid-size luxury sport utility vehicle.

All I found in a babynames book in Popular bookstore is "spicy". Well I chosen it simply because I like the spelling and its pronunciation.

Talking about how to pronounce Cayenne. Somebody would say:
- shay-yearn
- ka-yeen
- ka-yen
- kai-yen
- kay-yeen
and etc... Somehow, I pronounce it as "kahy-en".

and the meaning of it, to me it is simply "spicy but adorable". That's all about my girl, Cayenne.

Switch Off Your Lights

2009-03-24T13:22:00.000+08:00

Huh? What Happen? Forgot to pay electricity bill??? Wuahaha... No lah!! It is Earth Hour 2009 day on 28March2009 from 2030 time to 2130 time.

Join 1 billion people around the world to save the Earth by switching off your lights for an hour. Would this really stop global warming? And does it mean for those who do not switch off their lights are warming the globe?

2,398 cities, towns and municipalities in 83 countries have already committed to VOTE EARTH for Earth Hour 2009, as part of the worlds first global election between Earth and global warming... but I have a very young baby at home so can I be excused? *LMAO*

You may click here to sign up now!!

To know more about it, click here.

Apa Lu Mau??

2008-09-18T11:26:00.000+08:00

So fed up with local news update especially on goverment part. Is there anything new? Lazy to write about my governent (in fact can't write about the truth anyway as I might be the next one to be with the ISA later) so I try to focus on another thing in life. Found another worst side, at work.

Feeling my office has the same political issues and there are Yang-Berkuasa, Yang-Gila-Kuasa and Yang-Di-Kuasai groups at work (ehh... isn't this similar to what we have in our government too?... hehehe). There is nothing much to write about those Yang-Berkuasa because they usually are the planners.

I am more interested to talk about those Yang-Gila-Kuasa (*LOL*). These are the people who sit at the above-executive level but lower than directors. They are so called helping their superior in monitoring their staff, who are controlling the Yang-Di-Kuasai ones. Somehow, they do want this group of people to feel unfair and rebelling thus they implement a so called diplomacy environmental. However, are they really negotiating? Or they are finding wrongs and make excuses to "kill" those who are not following them?

Human rights? What kinda rights do we have at work? Staff benefits. Do they sincerely giving them the benefits? They suspect their genuine medical certificates. They questioning as if you are a drug-trafficker. Silly questions are oftenly asked like why you are sick? What sick you are having? Why going to this doctor and not that one? (cmk meh??) And when you are being on MC for a week or two due to measel and fever, they ask a colleague to examine your body (halo!! are they crazy or what?).

Another issue is when we are applying for:
- Annual Leave; they ask why. (Why? Isn't that their entitlement? What you want them to put there as reason??).

- Emergency Leave; they ask them to apply earlier the next time! Earlier? I wish somebody could clearly define the meaning of "Emergency" here.

The funniest part is when a sincere one told him that he had overslept and that is why he was late to work, then this Yang-Gila-Kuasa one asked him to send him a text message in the early morning next time. (Huh?? 3 8 lor... if he can wake up and text him earlier then he definitely won't be late to work la!!).

To the Yang-Gila-Kuasa, Haloo... Apa lu mau?? (What do you want?)

*pengsan*

Watcha Doin'? cmk

2008-09-04T11:33:00.000+08:00

Wonder why Malaysian government is too free. These days almost on every copies of local paper you will see their faces *sien la*. Yet those published news are "ass-covering" stories never reveal the truth. So why wasting so much $$$ and time for all these unnecessary news? I thought only artist needs rumors to fame, never knew that government too.

People has been struggling for life because of natural disasters which is beyond their control, yet these Malaysian who are living on peace land wanted to create dilemmas. *cmk*

Wake up!! don't waste our $$$ and our time. We want some other important news from the paper and if you have nothing better to publish then we prefer entertainment headlines. Thank you!

To all Maxis users... Alert!

2008-08-09T23:50:00.000+08:00

Got the following message from my ex-colleague. I just copy and paste it as I'm lazy to retype *LOL* but my point is to share the alert especially with all those Maxis subscribers.

>> If you are using Maxis network and please be alert that now the new charges for making 103 (TM Directory) was increased from 30 cents to RM2.00 per call. (extra of RM1.70 almost 700% jump).

>> I just found out from my maxis statement dated 21/6/08 today and i rang up the Maxis 123 and been told the new rate was started lately only and since I'm not aware of this new adjustment and they willing to waive it for this month but next month will be charging me based on the new rate RM2.00 per call to 103).

>> Shocking right? The best part is everyone knew how "good" service our TM directory can provide?? Most the time i need to call at least 2-3 times to get the number i looking for mean that one number i need to pay RM4.00 to RM6.00...OMG....equal to one meal already...

>> So please pass this news to your maxis friends to alert them the new charges.

and I just did what the last sentence said... *LMAO*

** it is good to share with friends and family of mine **

Important Newsbreak!!

2008-07-03T13:18:00.000+08:00

Receiving this info today and I feel there is a need to share with all my dear Malaysian especially those who traveling to and fro Penang.

This should be a pullout from The Star or TV3 editor / feedback list. PLEASE READ ON!!

Dear TV3 and The Star,

I am a frequent user of our North-South Expressway and I have this IMPORTANT experience to highlight and share:-

I was driving back to Penang yesterday afternoon (24 June 08) when I saw the unfortunate accident in the opposite direction involving the passenger bus that skidded and overturned at Tanjung Malim. I didn't know that the skidded bus was from hometown Penang untill I watched TV3 news later in the evening and was shocked to learn that the accident took two lives.

Now, this is what I need to share:-

I am a building contractor with over twenty years of experience and I have been driving my 5 series BMW (latest generation and a dammed solid road holding car) each time
I travelled to KL. Lately, the new extended 3 lanes highway had been opened up for use and since then, I have also been using it quite oftenly.

HOWEVER, when I used it each time it is WET, I can really 'feel' that the new road surface is extremely SLIPPERY! To share with some of you, my car comes with a built-in traction control mechanism (skidding prevention mechanism) and you can feel it each time it is activated. Previously, I don't come across this kind of slippery feel except when I drive over a paddle of water at certain speed.

From my observation as a building contractor, the 'wearing course' of the new road surface could be TOO FINE OR TOO SMOOTH and TOTALLY UNSUITABLE for highway use!
The wearing course (top premix layer) mix design for highways should be of minimum 20mm coarse aggregate mix that will give us the required bond between the surface and our tyres. Fine wearing course (14mm coarse aggregate size and below) is only suitable for normal road. (A proper test need to be carried out to determine the mix design of the wearing course).

Since the opening of the three lanes highway, I had seen cars skidding in front me or in the opposite direction and approximately 2 weeks ago, one of my friends who is also a frequent user of our NSE, came to share with me about his slippery feeling as well as the many skidded cars he had seen lately.

I am highlighting this to TV3 and The Star with the hope that a thourough investigation could be carried out immediately to find out how or what causes the bus to skid. A proper and independent test need to be carried out urgently to determine the design mix of the wearing course. THIS CAN SAVE LIVES.

FOR THOSE BCC RECIPIENTS, PLEASE SHARE THIS WITH ALL YOUR FRIENDS.
IF YOU ARE USING THE NEW LANES AND IF IT IS WET, MAKE SURE YOU DRIVE SLOWLY!!!!

Regards,

Jensen Yeoh
012-4826163
Penang.

Thank you Jensen Yeoh for your kindness.

Petrol Price Hike in Malaysia on 05.06.2008

2008-06-05T09:43:00.000+08:00

Now let us compare the price with OIL PRODUCING countries

UAE– RM1.19/litre
Eygpt– RM1.03/litre
Bahrain– RM0.87/litre
Qatar– RM0.68/litre
Kuwait– RM0.67/litre
Saudi Arabia– RM0.38/litre
Iran– RM0.35/litre
Nigeria– RM0.32/litre
Turkmenistan– RM0.25/litre
Venezuela– RM0.16/litre
MALAYSIA– RM2.70/litre

This is what we get... and it gonna be higher in this August. Yet they (our government) claim we are paying lesser compare to our neighborhood.

Sucks!! They never realize that our neighborhood indeed is a sole importer? Their cost of living is much cheaper than us... Don't believe? Lets make a trip and shop for groceries in Singapore (do not convert the currency, just compare the price for a bottle of shampoo they are paying).

*spit* *spit* (-_-) *sad*

In elcayhoh's Eyes

2008-05-28T13:19:00.000+08:00

Many people are discussing about the recent great misfortune happen in Myanmmar and especially SiChuan, China. My husband asks "Why is God so cruel?, and I answer...

It isn't God did all this, it is the sin. The Bible says: "For the LORD our God is holy (Psalm 99:9); Therefore just as through one man entered the world, and death through sin, and thus death spread to all men, because all sinned (Romans 5:12)".

It's so unfair to lose so many lives but it was the personified spirit of evil in human which was so controlled by devil and it is still happening.

So people, lets cross our ten fingers on our knees we secretly say this: "Dear God, do not lead us into temptation, but deliver us from evil one from Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever."

A message to all who donate / donated / donating: "Thanks for your kindness, but when you do a charitable deed do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing. That your charitable deed may be in secret; and your God who sees in secret will Himself reward you openly."

Childish

2008-05-08T21:48:00.000+08:00

I love music, a touching melody which makes me believe in love. In sleepless nights I do not force myself to call out the day, I calm myself in huddles. I love singing, a tender love song enhances my life philosophy. I would never force myself to get anything nor deliberately set a goal in me.

When loneliness starts to irritate me, I remain silent and speechless especially when I am moody. Then over-concentrated is causing me to give up my dreams. For I do not want to be awaken by pains and sorrows anymore.

Can you please tell me? Tell me is conceited means childish? Sometimes I can not even get what I want after truly sacrificing. Finally I decided to let go and give up everything. Is this a wrong move? Do expecting promises consider childish? I shall not be too sentimental but only to conclude when love and hate collided. After all, is being childish means that I am wrong?

Whatever it is... for I only want to stay away from this hurt! (;_;)

♫ Happy Earth Day!! ♫

2008-04-24T14:07:00.000+08:00

I see Ee Ling walking, and Jacqueline too
I see them in green-brown costume
And I think to myself what is this all about... *LOL*

suddenly I feel like singing (as if I am Louis Armstrong) this...

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself what a wonderful world

Happy Earth Day everyone! Love our Mother Earth... Recycle, think before you throw!!

Cheers (^:^)

Dance As If There Is No Tomorrow

2008-03-29T11:16:00.000+08:00

Some people are willing to give up and walk away. As they believe, being a hero is all about sitting aside all costs and winning anyway. Probably not!?

To me, giving up is a sign to failure and if I really do failed in the end at least I had tried my best and I have nothing to regret.

Look at her! Maimun Yusuf, Age 89, from Kuala Terengganu, who is trying to be the Kuala Terengganu member of parliament as "Calon Bebas" (in Malay means independent candidate). She is the oldest candidate in the Malaysian 12th General Election, year 2008. She cycles around on her trusty red bicycle to promote herself, pasting her posters on the walls, greeting the people and told them to vote for her. Pressmen were amused to see that Maimum, who is also known as Tok Mun, had rebuilt the steps to her house. She quoted "I know you were all scared to climb up the other day. That's why I paid RM300 to build a new one" which causing one reporter's face to blush.

Tok Mun quashed the notion that she was able to pay for her campaign expenditure because of her links to royalty. She had spent more than RM10k to register as a candidate, for her campaign preparations and also built a 'pondok' (a small hut) for her election operation room. When people ask her how she expects to fare against the other stronger parties, she replied "I have my supporters too".

I am not talking about politics or any political issues here this time. Stop reading now if you are thinking about politic matters at this moment!

Lets evaluate the quality of life Tok Mun has. She is very aged but she never gives up hope. She knew there is something wrong at the current situation, she felt shaking and no fair play in her country. Hence, she works hard to create peoples awareness and works even harder to reveal her notions of democracy. With little money or manpower, a barely literate 89-year-old grandmother is waging an uphill battle to wreat a seat from the ruling coalition. Though she claimed it is very tiring but she did not give up.

So why we, who are more younger than a 89-year-old grandma, shall give up? May we success in life and with God's blessing we are able to deal with stress and pressure patiently.

(,") Speak when nobody is hearing you
Seek when you need them
Treasure while you still holding them; and
Enjoy as if there is no tomorrow. (",)

Only Malays Can Be Appointed MBs

2008-03-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

Enid Bylton I am not... nor I am an editor from any press. Hence, my English might be broken, poor grammar. Yet I'd like to write a story here to all my blog readers.

Referring to the post in TheSun (yeah.. no more TheStar 'cos TheSun is telling as it is.. keep it up!! *LOL*) dated 12Mar2008 with the above title. The following is about my primary school experience which I feel it sounds similar to what is happening or had happened in Perak.

I remember clearly one of my primary class teacher who only wanted a boy to be a class monitor despites of a girl whom had got the most votes. All the girl's supporters were very angry including me. We were so mad and curious why our teacher (someone who govern and lead us) is so unfair and cheating. In spite of all our anger we did not argue nor clarify with him. All because he is known to be fierce and firm with his decision.

Few months passed, in our second semester, me start to understand why he wanted that boy to be our class monitor instead of the girl. It was all because he needs somebody to help him in running around the school, carrying books and such. Thus, I believe he must be thinking that will over load a girl. Besides that, I also noticed our class monitor and his lady assistant are working happily together. The boy helped the girl very much and the girl was very co-operative indeed.

From the above story, in my humble opinion, we can accept the decision of the Perak Sultan of not granting DAP (the winner) the MB title. We really can!! Provided PKR / PAS shows their co-operation, respect and sincerity to us, the Chinese. Why? In this muslim country, we ought to be "halal" be it physically or mentally. Not because I do not trust our DAP men can do it but we are not muslim-born so I doubt we are able to handle this "halal" state correctly. I don't deny, some of you might argue even some Malays are not 100% "halal", but we shall respect their believing / religious.

My words to DAP, PKR & PAS men and his fellow supporters: "Do not fight with each other. You guys must unite and form a harmony country. Your opponent is watching and their men are laughing now". The important thing for now is to work in a healthy multi-racial nation as planned and promised. We, the Rakyat, will be proud of you. What had happened to BN on the 08Mar2008 could happen to you in the next four years.

Lets us cheers for unity, for harmony, for your victory... and make it for a better Malaysia.

Who Cares? For I'm Bigger Than You!!

2008-01-23T16:32:00.000+08:00

Who shall we refer to when the following incidents happen? Would the authority really take action against them? I doubt they do.

Hence I decided to write them here for sharing with my family, my relatives, my friends and you.

1) While I was driving to work on a beautiful day. I am glad that I was safe from this incident, there is no accident. Blessed me!

2) What is all this about? It is open-air burning at a school. A place where our kids are there to learn. A place where teachers are teaching young kids but had they forgotten to teach the school staff?? We have enough heat and pollution these days so please spare our life as we need fresh air to live healthier. Me and my neighbourhoods do want to die because of this irresponsible school.

Is it the bigger the better? Now who's the boss here? Does this mean those in smaller size ought to be bullied?

Shame on you, for you are just a brainless big monster *LMAO*

Me, Myself & I (Part 1)

2007-12-23T10:07:00.000+08:00

Twenty over years, from the day I left secondary school, I knew I am step'g into the real world at the moment I was still so innocent (hey! when I can get this word out of my mind, huh? *LMAO*). So innocent (again?) until I did not understand this "real" world but I have to keep on discovering. ;p

From young, as usual, I would complain to my mom whenever thing did not turn out right or the way I am expecting. Then when I saw someone who behaves differently from me, I gossip about it! *LOL* Is gossiping a sin? Nevertheless there is one thing I am pretty sure too much gossiping create hate in us and in the end, we dislike strongly such person / thing which we had gossiped for too long. The longer I talk about this person / thing the slower I could recover from its pains. Then I realised the hurt is actually came from hatred and in actual fact the hatred is actually what I had been gossiping about.

The remedy for all these is actually stop bothering about such person / thing / incident. We shall always forgive and forget whatever had past but there is one thing we shall not forget is the lessons we learnt from there. Action does really speaks louder than word however, to me, it seems like it is always harder to do it than to speak / write (like now... hehehe)... but I am tryin' - Trust me! I am trying hard for I know this time I could not hide or runaway from it like before.

I gotta face it and learn to grow older & wiser however *LOL* (so many excuses) sometimes I tend to cheat then continuingly hatred and hurting myself. That's me!! Who had just finished writing about nothing but myself... whom still searching for who am I?

Wonder what part 2 is about?... Till next time *LMAO*

Wahh Sheh!!

2007-12-01T13:38:00.000+08:00

Phew!!
Long time I didn't reali write a post here... *wahh sheh!!*
- bcoz I too fed-up with things happened around me lately and there are so much for me to write down, too many til I dunno which one I shall write 1st. However, on my second thought, sad things should not always be jotted down n keep. They shall all gone with da wind... wuahahaha!!

Long time I didn't reali read news update from thestar.com.my... *wahh sheh!!*
- itz so sickening! watever they publish is all so fake, is juz a favour of da government... so still read CNN news better... hehehe!

Long time I didn't reali enjoy a gud laugh... *wahh sheh!!*
- stupid! living around with someone stupid makes me stupid... how come they r so many stupid ppl around me geh??... wuuwuuuu!!

Long time I didn't reali sleep well n have sweet dream... *wahh sheh!!*
- so scary la.. can't have peace in mind so I dun think so I could sleep tight... haizzz... too many worries & hatred in me while I'm still living with bad ppl :'(

Duh!! I think should *wahh sheh!!* no more here... better go take shower n call my friends out... wuahahahah.

p/s: there's a place for me to release stress these days... WARBOOK!!

My Idol @ Young Age

2007-11-21T14:16:00.000+08:00

TMNT, the code says Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. They are saying my favourite quote "Kawabunga" and we have the same favourite food, pizza *slurrps*. Let me recall my memory by writing their characteristic here *LOL*.

> Leonardo (Blue): The de factor leader of the Turtles. He is courageous, decisive and a devoted student of martial arts. As a strict adherent to Bushido, he has a very strong sense of honor and justice. Leonardo wears a blue mask and wields a pair of ninjaken (ninja sword), although every incarnation identifies his swords as "katana". He is named after Leonardo Da Vinci.

> Raphael (Red): The team's anti-social bad boy. He has an aggressive nature and seldom hesitates to throw the first punch. His personality canbe alternately fierce and sarcastic. He resents Leonardo at times because of his position of authority. Raphael wears a red mask and wields a pair of sai. He is named after Raphael Sanzio.

> Michelangelo (Orange): The easy-going and free-spirited Michelangelo provides much of the comic relief. While he loves to relax, this Turtle also has an adventurous and creative side. He wears an orange mask and wields a pair of nunchaku. He is named after Michelangelo Buonarroti. His name was originally spelled "Michaelangelo" because Peter Laird and Kevin Eastman were using a typewriter, and not a computer, and thus did not have a spell check. *giggles*

> Donatello (Purple): The brilliant scientist, inventor, engineer, and technological genius. He is perhaps the least violent Turtle, preferring to use his intellect to solve conflicts. He wears a purple mask and wields the bō staff. He is named after the sculptor Donatello.

Yo Dude!
*Kawabunga*

I guess I think too much lately...

2007-11-02T20:54:00.000+08:00

We start by being taught in school how to become good citizens. We spend a great part of our childhood studying and finally we get the diploma that will ensure us "the position we deserve".

We participate to the increase of unemployment until we find a job. Through hard tests we accepted in the world of work. We perform a good professional career filled with activity and efforts a lot, lotza efforts till we fall down exhausted.

BUT

We are great professionals with our valuable market share.

Time keeps on passing, and we select new targets. We meet the sweetheart of our life and promise a never ending love. Passionate, hugs, and here comes a baby into our home. Dammed nite, couldn't cloz my eyes!

We keep on advancing in the society trying to make the best of our time. We are the stars wherever we go and we are finally rich. But we need some time more to triumph completely.

Gosh! One day they tell they can do without you. By this time, you think geting crazy, you feel destroyed, you feel you lost means of communication. You realise you are cut off from everythinig. Now time does not pass any longer, still you are loosing it. You realise you've been living in the fog in search of a silly target. You become a walking ghost trying to escape your enemies. You are the only one longing for the hours to pass till your time comes.

Upon this evaluation, an idea came to my mind on how to improve my life... but before I continue writing I juz realise "WTF? Why shall I take things so seriously neh?"

*LMAO*

[p/s: Stay tuned to find out what I had found on how to improve my life...]

(';') (^_^)

Have You Heard About da' Truth?

2007-09-28T02:02:00.000+08:00

Media is the source for us to get to know what is happening around us. Our daily news update is dependent on it. However, many of them are fully controlled by the government.

Only certains news are allowed to be published to the public. The success of our government, our policemen, our ministers, and their projects but no one have a chance to know what is the real failures behind them. None of us are allowed to be told about the other side of their faces.

Why do I say so? It is not just another rumors that I wanted to post it here for more people to agree with me. I am writing this all because of anger for we are not equally treated at the first place yet they are covering their a** which later suffering our lives.

The recent news break about Wee (famously known as NameWee.. see his blog), Adik Nurin (see http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2007/9/24/nation/18976308&sec=nation), the 8yrs old girl freed from the iron cage (see http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2007/9/26/nation/18994904&sec=nation), and these are not the only cases. Their feedbacks, reactions, reveals what had been reported by the media is not true! I wonder how many more of these "not true stories" are not revealed.

*Big Sigh* (in fact is a never ending sigh)... Why? Where is the Justice? What is the Peace meant for?

Is it because the victims are someone weaker than the media whom have no strength to fight back? Or is it they just want to make good business by simply creating some exciting yet untrue stories?

NiaPutt!!

2007-09-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

As per da request from my colleague... PK aka a-Pee, at first I wanted to name tiz post as "NiaSing" but then I decided to name it as above as one of my ex-colleage (SHG FS commented tiz word is very 'chor lor'; in hokkien means foul). However, when finish reading it, I guess many of my readers will also say da same word... "nia sing!!" (lmao).

Recently read too many comments about our government then I ask myself "is it only da current government is practising in these ways?". Why our government so selfish? Do they have a proper preventive measurements especially for safety issues? Are they really working for us or they are just making hard to win da best Oscar award?

It is really heart sickening to hear them saying out proudly at da press "it was still premature to come to a conclusion as to what happened", "however, if there are weaknesses on our part, we will take appropriate measures to correct the situation" as said by our Deputy Prime Minister (see http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2007/9/3/nation/18764174&sec=nation).

WTF??...

How many lives have to be sacrificed so to wake up these ministers? Everyone was emotional as we listened to the news about how snatch-thieve victims lost their life, how many person died from the accident, NS trainees (our young kids, our futures) fell sick then died from NS trainings, and many more.

Start blaming... yeah!! tatz da culture. Who's fault? (guess there is a competition of showing da longest fingers here)... d*mn it!!

Then came out with actions... where 'the authorized director' shouts "everyone standby!! (as announced in medias how many policemen are now send to that state, roadblocks are going to set during peak seasons, bla bla bla...)" then get ready da camera with lightings... he / she will shout "camera... action!!!". The audients from all around the country, the world, are watching but no one knows when tiz "show" is gonna last. Somehow, it's not gonna be long too plus need not to worry if you had miss it tiz time coz it's gonna to be "replayed" when same or worst incident happen again.

Niasing!! Does tiz make sense here? Would you announce to the thieve that you are coming to catch him at his house tonite so that he could run away before you arrive?

(haiizzz... pengsan!! 'as in Malay means fainted').... LMAO

Inconsistency Checked

2007-08-18T11:32:00.000+08:00

Previously I wrote that I love my country, Malaysia, so much. Somehow now I wanna write you a story (which I thought u might have missed it that actually being posted in TheSun daily on 26Jul2007). Do I sound a little inconsistent here for I had been so in love with my country at one post and upset about its "government" at the next posting?

'Niamind la' (as nevermind) like what Adam at Niamah!!! blog said "Can one la. Close one eye la" (Strange Contradictions post)... (LMAO). We are in "bolehland" ma, rite Adam? (LOL) So who cares about the inconsistency here? For I juz imitating "their" pattern at work... (ROTF LMAO)!

It is truly from my heart to repost the whole story here for sharing with cloz frenz & relatives though someone might later point a finger at me (but for what? bcoz I reposting the press release?). Not many would reali read tiz page except my beloved SHG chief (my diehard fan... LOL) or unless somebody willingly to do a free publicity for my blogging (towjay! towjay!... means "thank you" in cantonese).

Ehh!! By the way, do we really have to forget about the past and juz look to the future?? What about "if we do not know where we have come from, how would we know where we are heading to"???

On 26Jul2007 the press ran a two-page feature on the events of 13May1969. Then the following day 27Jul2007 a letter from Azlan Roni (via e-mail) to the editor appeared entitled "Learning the truth about May 13". Azlan said "Thank you for your feature on the 1969 riots. This was the first informative article about the event that I have read in my 24 years of life. Never before have I encountered such a revealing account of that episode". He also said "I think somebody somewhere thought that by not exposing young Malaysian to this chapter of the nation's past, we would be better off but they should realise that history has a tendency to repeat itself".

The press contents, The May 13 incident as personally related by Tunku Abdul Rahman, the First Prime Minister of Malaya / Malaysia and Bapa Merdeka, says: (at his residence in Penang 1972)

"It was clear to me as well as the police that in the highly charged political atmosphere after the police were forced to kill a Chinese political party worker on May 4th, 1969, something was bound to happen to threaten law and order because of the resentment towards the Government by the KL Chinese on the eve of the general election. This was confirmed at this man's funeral on the 9th May when the governemnt faced the most hostile crowd it had ever seen.

Therefore, when the opposition parties applied for a police permit for a procession to celebrate their success in the results of the general election, I was a adamant against it because the police were convinced that this would lead to trouble. I informed Tun Razak about this and he seemed to agree.

Now, without my knowledge and actually "behind my back", there were certain political leaders in high positions who were working to force me to step down as a PM. I don't want to go into details but if they had come to me and said so I would gladly have retired gracefully.

Unfortunately, they were apparently scheming and trying to decide on the best way to force me to resign. The occasion came when the question of the police permit was to be approved. Tun Razak (current Deputy PM's father) and Harun Idris, the MB of the state of Selangor, now felt that permission should be given knowing fully well that there was a likelihood of trouble. I suppose they felt that when this happened they could then demand my resignation.

To this day I find it very hard to believe that Razak, whom I had known for so many years, would agree to work against me in this way. Actually, he was in my house as I was preparing to return to Kedah and I overheard him speaking to Harun over the phone saying that he would be willing to approve the permit when I left. I really could not believe what I was hearing and preferred to think it was about some other permit. In any case, as the Deputy Prime Minister in my absence from KL, he would be the Acting PM and would override my objection. Accordingly, when I was in my home in Kedah, I heard over the radio that the permit had been approved.

It seems as though the expected trouble was anticipated and planned for by Harun and his UMNO Youth. After the humiliating insults hurled by the non-Malays, especially the Chines, and after the seeming loss of Malay political power to them, they were clearly ready for some retaliatory action. After meeting in large numbers at Harun's officiall residence in Jalan Raja Muda near Kampong Bahru and hearing inflammatory speeches by Harun and other leaders, they prepared themselves by tying ribbon strips on their foreheads and set out to kill Chinese. The first hapless victims were two of them in a van opposite Harun's house who were innocently watching the large gathering. Little did they know that they would be killed on the spot.

The rest is history, I am sorry but I must end this discussion now because it really pains me as the Father of Merdeka to have relive those terrible moments. I have often wondered why God made me living long enough to have witnessed my beloved Malays and Chinese citizens killing each other."

Wahlao (in hokkien means Hey!)... wondering why thoz granpas and their grandchildren were so narrow-minded and kiasu (as "scare to loose" in Singlish). I agree that we should not be afraid in petrifying of the past so to educate the present and elucidate the future.

"Towjay"

Malaysiaku Gemilang

2007-08-16T10:15:00.000+08:00

I love my country, Malaysia, for its beautiful scenery, food and most of all a bunch of my 'chee-sin' (in cantonese means crazy) friends. Glad to have the chance to studied at national schools where I met friends from different races (Malay, Chinese, Indian and Punjabi) too.

Despite some dissatisfying acts from the government, I still love Malaysia and my Malaysian buddies. I am not sure since when I'm so patriotic but I realize it happens since Primary Six that my tears will start falling whenever I heard patriotic songs are played / sung.

Here, to my beloved country, I wrote a poem in conjuction with the celebration of our 50th Independence Day:-

MALAYSIA is my name
I got it from someone who is great & brave
I have a timeline that I would never forget
The pain my children had suffered before this day

MALAYSIA is my name
I'm proud to say it again and again
For I had found what we call peace
On the lands next to South China Sea

To the ones who are still here today
N' those who rest in their graves
THANK YOU is what I wanna say
For they had fought nite n' day

For Freedom, we combat
Where no politics shall get in the way
With guts, we protest
For Harmony lives, we pray

Now we are blessed, Our Unity
Now we are free, Our Glory
Before I end my story
Hope the young ones read about me

Let's put behind all our worries
Let's celebrate our Victory
Let's come and cheer with me
At my 50th Birthday, as now you see!

To All our Nation: "Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!"

The Black & White

2007-07-29T12:31:00.000+08:00

The Chinese Proverb says:

How can u put out a fire set on a cart-load of firewood with only a cup of water???

A group of black men thought they had successfully covered the truth behind the eyes of other. Somehow a small light lid by the current white men has revealed the actual state of their unfair deal (which is much disproportionate to multi-racial democracy). These black men also reluctant to speak of the incident happened almost four decades ago in details for all these years letting white men and their young ones to live in ignorance from the real truth.

The incident is actually about the victory won by white men earlier had angered the blacks. Some black men then organized retaliate parades on the other day which caused riots. Somehow in the end this riots are stopped and both men are living in peace (but no one knows is it in REAL PEACE). I don't know but I don't think so as they are still too little sincere interactions and genuine understandings between different race and religion. It's probably they are living in more tolerance nowadays.

For years, black men are governing white men and empowering them to bring home more profits. Young white men are getting smarter as they were force to leave their sweet home at early age to learn and make living. Now they had returned home for good and wanted to stand up to confront black men with evidence of their unfairness threat but they were unheard. Then these young white men are trying to speak out from the bottom of their heart so that more white men hear them. However, with the power they have, black men are now trying to shut young white men mouths. Meanwhile these black men has forgotten they are the one who set fire on a cart-load of firewood plus white men and now they think they could put it out with only a mouth full of saliva [lmao].

Democracy is not equally practised, Freedom of Speech is restricted and controlled so no one can reveal the real truth!!

Don't a Fall Make You Wiser? Why never bother to learn now and improve oneself?

(Small notes: The black and white from above story is only to replace the real identity for someone had warned bloggers are as liable for defamation as publishers of printed material today!)

*Am speaking here like one of thoz young white-men [LOL]*

What to do??

2007-07-21T11:04:00.000+08:00

Got da following phrases from an e-mail n feel it is so truly says about da lifestyle in our "Bolehland" (oops! borrow tiz term frm Niamah! [Mr. Patrick Teoh's blog]... which is brilliantly defined).

For thoz who have no idea, never heard, nor read Niamah! blog before; Bolehland is my home country where all da big-big head claims everything is possible here but in which in real life they r s**ks!... Niamah!! (ooops! I borrow again... lmao).

Said Also Don't Listen
Listen Also Don't Understand
Not Understand Also Don't Ask
Ask Also Don't Do
Do Also Do Wrong
Wrong Also Don't Admit
Admit Also Don't Correct
Correct Also Not Happy
Not Happy Also Don't Say

What to do?!!! This is da communication style between thoz big-big head and its ordinary nation especially the "non-earth" citizens (aiya! I direct translated it from Bolehland main language ma)

(p/s: No wonder Chinese used to say "big head no brains arrr"... lmao)

Salute to This Guy

2007-07-20T17:54:00.000+08:00

Even though I am not 'Muarien' (from Muar, Johor) but I really feel proud of this guy coz he has such a creativity and brave heart.

Yeah!! Mr. Wee... keep it up! Coz u have da opportunity to speak on our behalf as you are far away from tiz sucking place... (LMAO)

Here is his latest masterpiece which is damn "geng arr" (in cantonese... great!)

We have da rights to speak, rite?? So let us voice out our feelings which has been kept for so many decades (hey.. is from my late grandpa time until now ler).

Smart Consumer

2007-07-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

Recently very often heard a jingle sings about "be a smart consumer" over the radio. Before telling you am I a smart consumer, let me ask you a question "are you a smart consumer"? You must be telling lie here if your answer is "Yes". Being a Malaysian or somebody who is staying in Malaysian permanently, you have no chance to be a smart consumer. What I could heard from the media is we shall think and consider first before buying things, we must make price comparison before paying for stuff that we wanted to buy. But they never know that we are dealing with somebody who is totally greed plus there is no consumer protection here.

C'mon!! There is no such way you could be a smart consumer in Malaysia. Bcoz the things are not under control here and if they are, they are juz being controlled to benefit somebodies. That somebodies are well-known as "go***nment" and nowadays this practice is also of late known as "racism". There is no way for us (the other race) to judge it's fair or unfair.

There is a list cover a period of about 49 years since Independence Day in Malaysia (since 1957) which says about the racism happened in Malaysia (haiz.. feel shame to write the whole content here). But there is one thing I wanted to write here talking about being a smart consumer in myself. I have been struggling to spend my earnings wisely but living in a place like here is not encouraging at all.

There are two things that I had mistakenly done:-

1) Signed up with a fitness centre which I have to pay them for 24 months at a monthly payment of RM175 (silly me for having it autopay by my credit card). I have stop visiting that centre nor using their facilities for more than 6 months yet I have to pay them for nothing. I felt being cheated as upon my signing the salesperson did not brief me about this 24 months agreement. Now I am paying for "nothing" and I just can't cancel it. I had called my banker but they told me that they can't do anything. I sent a letter to Consumer's Right department but they said they can't help me... (big sigh!).

2)Signed up streamyx at RM99 per month with a contract of 12 months.

WTF?? Why must 24 months or 12 months contract? If they are so sure about the quality it is 100% sure their customer will stay with them forever. Fool huh? Yeah I was a fool but I am not anymore from this day coz I would never ever sign up any services that required time frame. No way!!

I want to be a smart consumer, do you?

Ouch...It is hurt la!!!

2007-06-17T13:22:00.000+08:00

This is the time I wanted to say about the safety & security in my beloved home country, the place where I was born in 1976 which I feel insecure or even worst day after day. Today! when I open up my Yahoo! mailbox to check my e-mails... Gosh! feel like saying "What's the hell is going on here?". The endless number of criminal update mails (thanks to all the senders who had created my awareness of these).

This year, 2007, is the year of Visiting Malaysia, is the time we are celebrating 50th Year of Malaysia (hmmm... the Silver Jubilee) but what a shame to reveal the number of criminal cases reported in the media, not mentioning those covered stories bet you will 'pengsan' (in Malay means fainted, is my SHG chief's fav. word... lol!). Or somehow these are just part of the celebration, huh?? (the foolish events if the answer is yes).

The first email says "Careful at petrol station". Ah-ha! if you are a foreigner or some innocent one who has been hiding in the well for some time, I am sure you must be curious about what is so scary at Malaysian petrol stations. No worry! As my late father always says "Ghost is not the scary creature after all", is the human-beast that you should beware of as they will jump into your vehicle within seconds if you are slow in locking it up and "sucks" all your belongings within the next second. Thus, please remember to lock your car doors the moment you are in. Do not do anything else first for your own good!!

The second email says "Be careful of this car number HWC244". Driving a orange-Malaysian-cab, and is he a genuine cab driver? If yes, who the hell that approve his cabby license? I wonder did the authority ever survey and perform a mentality test on all our cab drivers before granting them their licenses? This man is totally nut who ends up to be a beast I guess. A fat and bald Malay man who has been going around together with his look-like-Indonesian culprits doing whatsoever dirty tricks to get down thier victims. I wish the police hear me well here; "Please stop all the cabs at your road blocks or patrolling and check the genuinity of their licenses and identities. Please do a good deed for you may save the life of the second victim. Use your smart brain to test and read their body language for any suspicious behaviours". Thank you Mr. Policeman!

The third email says "Recent Car Hijacking - Please Read". Hey ya! I am reading and I am writing it here to tell the others too. But we could do nothing rite? Or we could just do something but not strong enough to? Then who is having the "strength & power" to stop these stupid hijackers (eehh.. is this a legal-occupation?). A message to all the "poor car buyer"; "If you are not affordable to buy a luxury car, please do not own the hijacked one. You are a sin!!! You are the main offender behind the scene". For sure these hijackers will lost their so called job if there is no demand from these "no-brain-buyers".

The fourth email says "Indonesian gangs rapes (Please forward to others)". Yes sir! I'm doing it now... here! This is the one I hate most! The one that makes me wondering who is the owner of Malaysia. Is it belongs to the Indonesians? Huh? Hah? Hello, can someone please tell me the truth??? Never ending story of Indonesian crime live-episodes. Are these Indonesians not shameful at all yet still feel great of their own? Why giving them the PR status for letting them to live, grow and make more generations here? Why our government still want to befriend with them? Hey! do allow me to ask you a question. Would you befriend with your neighbour whom is a thieve or a beast? Would you open your gate wide to welcome them? I would just like to move them out of my boundaries and put up a sign saying "Beasts Are Not Allowed" (hahaha.. sound so innocent here!) at all the entrance gates.

I am totally speechless now coz it is just too hurt to continue writing the fifth, sixth and so on email contents here. I feel "malu lah" (in Malay means shameful) indeed but on the other hand I wanted to let all my beloved friends and relatives (from near and far) to be extra careful whenever they are walking around in my home country.

Sorry to the authority or whosoever that are mad with me now, I just can't keep quiet here!! for I love my family, relatives, friends and nations very muchie that I wanted them to know what I know... Last but not least, luv ya too if you are not any like a beast!!

My First & Not First Blog

2007-06-08T13:36:00.000+08:00

Hi! I have nothing to write today indeed but just feel like writing an intro here as my first blog at blogger.

I had created a blog at my Friendster instead (http://elcayhoh.blogs.friendster.com/elkay_hohs_weblog) however I feel like moving out from there to here (blogger.com). Wanna know why? Juz visit my friendster blog and read the one with a title says "This could be my laz blog here!"

Hope I could write more interesting blogs here but before I continue to write, I would like to apologize for my broken English here (yeah... y so care? it isn't a language test here!!) and at times I do enjoy writing in Malaysian-Chinese English (yalar... who cares woh... is my one... lol!).

My fav. quote "Chee Sin!" (in cantonese means crazy... as my personality)... lmao!

Yours truly,
eL-Kuai (lets make it a lil' formal only at the first time)... (';')

*Innocent Pët*

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Elcayhoh’s émouvoir @110316

I'M BECOMING TO BE A STRANGER

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Akin

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Killing 2 Birds with 1 Stone?

The Sedition Act is Seducing

One Malaysian, Many Histories

Recent Con Case Happening in Malaysia

All About My Girl

Switch Off Your Lights

Apa Lu Mau??

Watcha Doin'? *cmk*

To all Maxis users... Alert!

Important Newsbreak!!

Petrol Price Hike in Malaysia on 05.06.2008

In elcayhoh's Eyes

Childish

♫ Happy Earth Day!! ♫

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Only Malays Can Be Appointed MBs

Who Cares? For I'm Bigger Than You!!

Me, Myself & I (Part 1)

Wahh Sheh!!

My Idol @ Young Age

I guess I think too much lately...

Have You Heard About da' Truth?

NiaPutt!!

Inconsistency Checked

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The Black & White

What to do??

Salute to This Guy

Smart Consumer

Ouch...It is hurt la!!!

My First & Not First Blog

Innocent Pët

Watcha Doin'? cmk